Taking the time to update a blog anymore is more than I have. I've been sick, the boys have been sick. Hell I haven't even been able to post that we had another little boy in November 2012. He was a preemie and spent 3 weeks in the NICU. He is still catching up and is very small and kind of behind of a 6 month old. But his corrected age is only about 4 1/2 months so it is expected.
My depression is worsening. As is my anxiety. I need to be on better medication. Something to stop my panic attacks once they start. Looking into it. Things are hard and I feel like they will never get any easier. No matter what we do things feel set back. We can never get ahead. Thinking on it just upsets me though so I won't dwell here.
We're kind of back into gaming. But it doesn't feel like everyone is really in it. We're running a bunch of one nighters mostly and Wes has a game going. I am going to run a one nighter that is like a murder mystery. I have been playing Skyrim a lot lately. It is fun to explore.
I spend a lot of time with Kai. We watch movies and snuggle and he runs my errands with me. 5 years old already. The baby sleeps a lot but we still play and snuggle. He likes spending time with Kai most of all.
My husband is amazing. He takes such good care of all of us. We're getting back into Doctor Who together. Its nice to watch shows with him.
I sleep a lot. I think I might be fighting off some sort of sickness but I don't know. Could be diabetes, could be depression, could be taking care of two kids. Whatever. I just want to sleep.
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